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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2011|08:15 am]
Dieting. working. st vincents and agency.
feeling a little better in my head.
will update more when I haven't just finished work.
the new sparkadia album is my life right now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2011|07:09 am]
It’s 6.58 am. I’ve been up watching supernatural and spoony, and you know, drinking red wine and smoking on my balcony and you know what? FUCK

One life. Do everything. Love. Be scared. Take risks. Follow the urge inside you. Be as smart as you want to be, be as romantic as you want to be. Whenever you are scared remind yourself; I get one life, and, this could be my last day/night/morning.

Say I love you, to everyone you love, as often as you can.

And fuck, the people you want to fuck, as often as you can.

It’s 7.01am. The only woman I’ve been in love with, was never in love with me, my family, my friends, are my everything…and diet ice cream, isn’t actually horrible! I know right! who knew?!

Thing is, no one, is you. I have never loved anyone as I did you. And I was never that to you, never will be. I look forward to my lifetime of lovers, affairs, heartbreak. But I will always think back to you…

But I know now, that when I find her, she won’t be you.
She’ll be so much more; so will I.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2010|10:14 am]
Feeling sick...cold or fucked up hayfever
Emotions going all round
money to pay, things to organise, people to see
things get sticky

I need sleep
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2010|11:09 am]
A good work out at the gym, fuckloads of spinach, apple and blueberry crumble diet yoghurt and lapsang souchong have made my morning.
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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2010|09:58 am]
Having a personal trainer may actually be the best thing ever.
In other news, I'm going to a party dressed as Chuck Norris tonight, and tomorrow night, after work, I plan on fucking the brains out of a very attractive young lady...who doesn't want a relationship. Splendid.
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2010|12:01 am]
It is likely I shan't see you before you go. So, goodbye dimension drifter. The world is yours, give them hell x
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2010|11:00 am]
I put someone in a bag this morning. If I ever get over "bagging and tagging" I am quitting nursing.


In other news last night I also smelt the WORST faeces ever, and had to prop up some fat mans HUGE swollen testicle (it was two...but swelling made them just one ugly mango).

What a glamorous job.

I have colour in my hair. I went to the gym this morning. Shower soon, then sleep. Hopefully tonight I shall find wine somewhere and someone to listen to me ramble.
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exert from mumford and sons - winter winds [Jul. 7th, 2010|10:53 am]
"Oh the warmth in your eyes swept me into your arms
Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night?
For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt

And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"

We'll be washed and buried one day my girl
And the time we were given will be left for the world
The flesh that lived and loved will be eaten by plague
So let the memories be good for those who stay"
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2010|05:58 pm]
Don't take this the wrong way. But I want to cry. I feel as though all these little things have built up inside me. Good things, bad things, new things, and I want to release them.
But I can't. I am broken. Most people can cry when they want to can they not?
Oh, my kingdom for sweet cleansing tears, and the perfect sleep that follows them.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2010|08:15 am]
You cannot save people, you can only love them - Anais Nin
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