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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2015|07:25 am]
Rachel
spare a thought for the nocturnes
those who spend our lives on the edge of that dark night
that all of us shall go kicking and screaming into
we seat ourselves on the edge and think
ah,
shall I go now?
pour another wine and think
perhaps I should wait
I think I'd like another glass
another cigarette
another chance to look up
to look around
to have another crack at figuring it all out
just one more
just one more night
you'll see
I'll have it sorted in no time at all
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2015|07:24 am]
Rachel
this many nights have passed and still
I'm waiting for that great love
that makes all my shitty poetry worthwhile
that justifies the romantic, the fool

this many nights have passed and still
I welcome the morning
with my cigarette butts
empty bottles, panda eyes and this,
idea of a time where you lie beside me and say
darling
has the morning come?
did the night treat you well?

of a body that is softer than any bed I could ever fall into

find me at 6am
7 glasses in
take the bottle and pour one for yourself
drape an arm around me and ask
shall we sleep now or carry the night on into dawn

better still
let me wake to you
beside me in a place that even I can't reach you
let me kiss the back of your neck
and hear "ah, it's you, you came'

spend nights explaining yourself to me
song after song
poem after poem
say 'Ah, but this one, just listen, listen"

and I will

I'll listen as though I were meeting words for the first time

and every time you turn your head to look at me I will know
that the stillness in your eyes will carry me through all the nights to come
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2011|08:15 am]
Rachel
Dieting. working. st vincents and agency.
feeling a little better in my head.
will update more when I haven't just finished work.
the new sparkadia album is my life right now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2011|07:09 am]
Rachel
It’s 6.58 am. I’ve been up watching supernatural and spoony, and you know, drinking red wine and smoking on my balcony and you know what? FUCK

One life. Do everything. Love. Be scared. Take risks. Follow the urge inside you. Be as smart as you want to be, be as romantic as you want to be. Whenever you are scared remind yourself; I get one life, and, this could be my last day/night/morning.

Say I love you, to everyone you love, as often as you can.

And fuck, the people you want to fuck, as often as you can.

It’s 7.01am. The only woman I’ve been in love with, was never in love with me, my family, my friends, are my everything…and diet ice cream, isn’t actually horrible! I know right! who knew?!

Thing is, no one, is you. I have never loved anyone as I did you. And I was never that to you, never will be. I look forward to my lifetime of lovers, affairs, heartbreak. But I will always think back to you…

But I know now, that when I find her, she won’t be you.
She’ll be so much more; so will I.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2010|10:14 am]
Rachel
Feeling sick...cold or fucked up hayfever
Emotions going all round
money to pay, things to organise, people to see
things get sticky

I need sleep
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2010|11:09 am]
Rachel
A good work out at the gym, fuckloads of spinach, apple and blueberry crumble diet yoghurt and lapsang souchong have made my morning.
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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2010|09:58 am]
Rachel
Having a personal trainer may actually be the best thing ever.
In other news, I'm going to a party dressed as Chuck Norris tonight, and tomorrow night, after work, I plan on fucking the brains out of a very attractive young lady...who doesn't want a relationship. Splendid.
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2010|12:01 am]
Rachel
It is likely I shan't see you before you go. So, goodbye dimension drifter. The world is yours, give them hell x
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2010|11:00 am]
Rachel
I put someone in a bag this morning. If I ever get over "bagging and tagging" I am quitting nursing.


In other news last night I also smelt the WORST faeces ever, and had to prop up some fat mans HUGE swollen testicle (it was two...but swelling made them just one ugly mango).

What a glamorous job.

I have colour in my hair. I went to the gym this morning. Shower soon, then sleep. Hopefully tonight I shall find wine somewhere and someone to listen to me ramble.
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exert from mumford and sons - winter winds [Jul. 7th, 2010|10:53 am]
Rachel
"Oh the warmth in your eyes swept me into your arms
Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night?
For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt

And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"

We'll be washed and buried one day my girl
And the time we were given will be left for the world
The flesh that lived and loved will be eaten by plague
So let the memories be good for those who stay"
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