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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2010|05:58 pm]
Rachel
Don't take this the wrong way. But I want to cry. I feel as though all these little things have built up inside me. Good things, bad things, new things, and I want to release them.
But I can't. I am broken. Most people can cry when they want to can they not?
Oh, my kingdom for sweet cleansing tears, and the perfect sleep that follows them.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2010|08:15 am]
Rachel
You cannot save people, you can only love them - Anais Nin
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2010|08:03 am]
Rachel

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Kelli Murray

I am terrified, I think too much,
I get emotional when I drink too much,
I buy every cry, cause I don't trust,
I am terrified!
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2010|03:36 am]
Rachel
apparently I'm good with my tongue.
well that's something I suppose.
they come they go
they come they go
they come they go
they cum. they go.
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2010|09:10 am]
Rachel
Not Waving but Drowning, Stevie Smith

Nobody heard him, the dead man,
But still he lay moaning:
I was much further out than you through
And not waving but drowning.

Poor chap, he always loved larking
And now he’s dead
It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way,
They said.

Oh, no no no, it was too cold always,
(Still the dead one lay moaning)
I was much too far out all my life
And not waving but drowning.
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2010|10:20 am]
Rachel
We are tangled bones pretending.
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inspired by velvet goldmine, gay movies, lonliness and wine [Jun. 1st, 2010|06:09 am]
Rachel
it's funny.

how beautiful people look
when they’re walking out the door

no more is there anger
nights lying awake wondering, why?
suddenly the smallest flaw
becomes a perfect line

their taste, cannot be replaced
a scream is not a scream
if it isn’t from their lips
it’s just another useless sound

songs mean nothing
or worse, everthing they never meant before
how dare your ears indulge
in what used to be

eyes are hollow
there is no story, no soul
faces fall together like rain
and the puddle holds no pleasing reflection

skin has no taste
electricity has faltered once more
lying awake in candle light
with no lonely romance

when they leave
you lose your heart, you lose your mind
and which is worse? It matters not
there’s nothing left

the mirror holds only failure
what.wasn’t.enough.
YOU betrayed me
you.me.us.fuck everything

when they leave
nothing matters but revenge
fuck strangers, steal flesh, drain bottles
none of them are you.

the first time. the last time
whenever they leave it hurts the same
if only the pain left with them
but it never does. and really, neither do they.
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2010|03:27 pm]
Rachel
Latelty I've found that pictures, writing from others, and at times my own poetry is an easier way to express how I'm feeling. So I have a tumblr.


http://thepleasuresofthedamned.tumblr.com/



that being said there is a big ball of emotion inside me that I am desperate to talk out.
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2010|12:41 pm]
Rachel
don't go to sleep
stay awake
drink wine
smoke
watch bukowski with me
oh?
you're too tired?
ok
well rest
but let me read to you
let me brush the hair from your face
indulge me
have patience enough
to let me count your eyelashes while you sleep
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my 2009 hottest 100 votes [Jan. 7th, 2010|12:08 am]
Rachel
Bat For Lashes - Daniel
Bon Iver - For Emma
Florence & The Machine - Drumming Song
Gossip, The - Heavy Cross
Hilltop Hoods - Chase That Feeling
La Roux - Bulletproof
Leader Cheetah - Alibi
Metric - Gold Guns & Girls
Phoenix - 1901
Silversun Pickups - Panic Switch
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